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The Father

by Curbstomp The Predator

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1.
The Origin 01:16
This is where my story begins.
2.
The Birth 04:59
Born as a miscreation, I was born with blood in my eyes With a black heart seconds away from fading. What is this light that has sparred me. and showed the way. Revealed to me what was real. and the life I had been plunged in to. All I feel is... Violence. Anger. Pain. Vengeance. My birth unanswered. But why? But why? Cursed with a heart murmur till this day. The medical team says I won't survive. There is no hope. Why do I feel so abandoned? With no biological guardian. My purpose is to discover. My purpose is to question. Everyone and everything. Why am I here? Is this place even real? Or am I simply going insane? What lies behind each door? The untold dark times lay ahead. What is this light that has sparred me? and showed the way. Revealed to me what was real. and the life I had been given. I haven't got the slightest idea, What the future holds, what the future holds for me. But you can be damn sure. I will figure it out. I will figure it all out. This journey starts with me. Miscreation. Abomination. Crawling mistake. My birth is the great mystery. My birth unanswered. But why? But why? Cursed with a heart murmur till this day. The medical team says I won't survive. There is no hope. Why do I feel so abandoned? With no biological guardian. My purpose is to discover. My purpose is to question. Everyone and everything. Why am I here? Is this place even real? Or am I simply going insane? What lies behind each door? The untold dark times lay ahead. What is this light that has sparred me and showed the way. Revealed to me what was real and the life received. Was my birth a mistake? Or was it destiny? This is where my journey begins. This is where my questions will be asked. This is where my questions will be answered. I have arrived.
3.
Abandoned or forgotten? How do I even approach this with sensitivity. Birth mother, where are you? Birth mother, where are you? I have so many questions. I demand to know the truth, What happened to you? Who is he!? Did he fucken hurt you!? Is he what I feared!? Is he what I've always hated? Oh God I need to know! I can't wrap my head around this. But I guess this is what I asked for. The truth to be exposed, to be ripped apart. To be unveiled. Connecting. The dots to dots. Connecting. The pictures to pictures. What is wrong with me? Fuck I just don't understand. How to even begin with this. I know the truth will kill me in the end. Why must I suffer? I've had to piece this out all on my own. With no help at all. I demand to know the truth, What happened to you? Who is he!? Did he fucken hurt you!? Is he what I feared!? Is he what I've always hated? Oh God I need to know. Dead end after dead end. Torment after torment. How much longer till I discover the truth. How much longer till I discover the all the secrets. My patients is wearing thin. Oh God I need to know. Who is responsible for my birth? For everything? Birth mother, where are you? Birth mother, where are you? I have so many questions.
4.
The Father 04:43
Are you serious? This can't be true! For years I've wondered who you are. Now I know, now fucken I know. Your telling me that Intoxicated filth I am supposed to call my father? The title itself is a scorching understatement. You are nothing to me but a Groping, Beating, Scratching, Violating parasite. Parasite. She was your own, she was your own blood, but you were too consumed by everything I fucken hate For years I've wondered what you are, Now I know, now I know. For years I've wondered what you are to me, now I know, now I fucken know. If your still living, mark my words that I will find you. If your still living, you will see injustice prevail You rapist decease, I've always heard about people like you. You all deserve a special place reserved by Lucifer himself. Somehow I've always feared what the truth would be. Somehow I have always known you would bring me pain I promise you this... You will become the Devils favorite bitch. She was your own. she was your own blood but you were too consumed by everything I fucken hate For years I've wondered who you are, Now I know, now I know. For years I've wondered what you are to me, now I know, now I fucken know. For years I've wondered who you are, Now I know, now I know, now I fucken know. I will find you. I will find you before the setting sun. I will find you before my time is done.
5.
The Hatred 05:59
You're as good as dead. I'm not sorry for it coming to this. I'm taking my life back. It's time to welcome. The world to my mind. The world to my mind. Hatred has always been my greatest weapon. Hatred has always had a special place within my heart. You don't get it You turned your back on your own. You fucken piece of shit. I hate everything you are. I can't handle it. I wanna make you suffer for bringing me in this world. I can't stand the very thought of everything he did to you! Mother it isn't just you. I can picture every victim, every soul in my head. This brings me to point of insanity, An on going war within me. Emotions flying rampant without any control. But I can tell you for sure, I hate him with everything I have. I hate him, I hate them, eradicate the fucken swarm. I damn them all to hell. You rapist scum this will start with you. The world will hear my voice. They will hear yours too. They will riot in hate. They will laugh at your screams. As we put a stop to you evil fiends. You're as good as dead. I'm not sorry for it coming to this. I'm taking my life back. It's time to welcome. The world to my mind. The world to my mind. Hatred has always been my greatest weapon. Hatred has always had a special place within my heart. You don't get it. You turned your back on your own. You fucken piece of shit. I hate everything you are. I can't handle it. I wanna make you suffer for bringing me in this world. This brings me to point of insanity, An ongoing war within me. Emotions flying rampant without any control But I can tell you for sure I hate him with everything I have. I hate him, I hate them, eradicate the fucken swarm. I’ve been given everything, Everything I shouldn’t have had, Adopted by a loving family. So I ask you this. What kind of father rapes his own daughter? And lives to tell about it!? The justice system in this world is fucked, I’m tired of hiding my emotions, and keeping things to myself You might have brought me in this earth. But I’m going to take you out myself. You rapist scum this will start with you. The world will hear my voice. They will hear yours too. They will riot in hate. They will laugh at your screams. As we put a stop to you evil fiends. Your as good as dead. I'm not sorry for it coming to this. I'm taking my life back. It's time to welcome. The world to my mind. The world to my mind.
6.
They said that I needed help. I beg to differ. They said I needed to calm down. To relax. To forgive and forget. Do you even hear yourselves!? Is this the kind of bullshit you teach victims? Is this what you would feed clients and families? What if it happened to one of your kin. Would you be at ease? Or would you be pacing the streets looking for retribution? Doctor help me, try to understand. Is what I'm feeling so wrong? I want someone to tell me how I'm supposed to feel? Doctor help me, can you at least try to feel what I feel? To see what I see? Do you even really care? Or are you just in this for paycheck? It's just what you call "business". You say you listen to everyone. But do you really? Care!? Why can't sleep at nights? I unleash anger at random times. I always got some dark intentions on my mind. Deception. My father doesn't know I'm coming for him. Betrayer. He betrayed family. He betrayed blood. Doctor answer me! Is this what would feed clients and families? What if it happened to one of your kin? Would you be at ease? Or would you be pacing the streets looking for retribution? Someone tell me. How can men like him wonder in freedom? Free of punishment? Free of consequence? Free of the noose and free of death? Put me in charge of this world. I'll show you punishment. I'll show you consequences. I'll show you true justice and therapy. Is this starting to jog your mind? Can you finally see what I see? So can you help? Or are you talking with a mouth full of shit. Doctor help me, try to understand. Is what I'm feeling so wrong? I want someone to tell me how I'm supposed to feel? Doctor help me, can you at least try to feel what I feel? To see what I see? Do you even really care?
7.
The Plot 04:56
I received a anonymous tip. About my father. The dead man walking. Quickly planning. Quickly scheming. Without a moment to lose. Prepare the equalizer. Prepare the plans. Prepare. Prepare. Prepare for revenge. At last. The predator becomes the prey. I can hardly contain myself. I can't wait to unleash hell. The beast is closing in. It will tear you limb from limb. The prey unaware of the devastation that awaits my arrival. I will devour flesh. I will consume bone. I've come too far to let this opportunity slide right by. Right through my grasp. Right through my clutches. Repulsive slime. You have no idea what you have created. I'm your bastard flesh. I am rage. I am death. I am horror. Run. Hide. It won't matter. Cower. The reaper is coming for you. Father your time is up. Contacted via email. The look of shock on your face. When you realize your son wants to meet you face to face. Terror. Sweat runs down your face. Anxiety sinks in. Will you accept this invitation? It's not like you really have a choice. The voices in my ear have never been more clear. They tell to... Kill. Kill. Constructing the ultimate torture devices. Preparing the most disturbing welcome. My hands are violently shaking. This place is home. This place is hell. I've never felt more alive. Oh Father. Can you sense my shadow. Creeping up behind you. Whispering in your ear. I'm coming for you. Your fucken dead. Prepare for me. Prepare the equalizer. Preparing the plot. Prepare. Prepare. Prepare for revenge. At last. The predator becomes the prey. I can hardly contain myself. I can't wait to unleash hell.
8.
The Meeting 05:54
Invitation accepted. Message received . You're well on your way. Breathing your last breaths. Taking your last steps. You don't even know what to expect. You're closing into your death bed. I'm curious to know what's on your mind. Like I really give a shit. I'm chomping at the bit grinding me teeth. Foaming at the mouth impatiently waiting I’m pacing left and I’m pacing right. My anger severely increases. I haven't even begin to express myself . I can't wait to beat the shit out of you. You fucken coward. Thank you for creating me, so I could have the pleasure to kill you myself. Thank you for creating me, so I can have the pleasure to watch you die. Are you feeling sorry yet? Don’t even waste your time. I’m counting on your pathetic state of mind. When show up on my door step confronted with guilt. Trust me, I won’t even think twice when I flip the switch. You're getting closer. Invitation accepted. Message received . You're well on your way. Breathing your last breaths. Taking your last steps. You don't even know what to expect. Rapist parasite. You will rot with the dead. Rapist parasite. You all belong to the depths of hell. You exit the freeway, With thoughts still spinning. I guarantee you have some bullshit excuse. Or bullshit apology Unfortunately for you. You’ll be both physically & mentally disappointed. I will get my hands around your fucken throat! These are just words these are promises. Invitation accepted. Message received . You're well on your way. Breathing your last breaths. Taking your last steps. You don't even know what to expect. You pull up in the drive way and exit the car You walk up to the front door and begin to knock. This is the moment you’ve been waiting for. Or should I say I’ve always wanted . I don’t even wanna imagine or accept whats going through your mind. Hearts pounding, Veins showing. Hands Clutching. and Red eyes glowing. This anticipation is killing from the inside out. Please come in I welcome you with open arms, As I lock the door behind you And take a bat to the back of your cranium.
9.
I guarantee you never saw this coming. You probably thought you could get away from it all. No consequences. No regrets. Just a fucken hard on waiting to erupt. I've planned this day for far too long. Lurking in the shadows watching your every demise. You’re a disease that needs to be eradicated from existence. I drag your body through the front door, Pop open the trunk. Bash your head against the car. Repeatedly. I haven't even begun to start ridding this earth of the ongoing plague. I find this so amusing. as I toss you inside. Oh how I love the irony Father abducted by the bastard son Oh how I love the irony Father abducted by the bastard son. I've planned this day for far too long. Lurking in the shadows watching your every demise. You’re a disease that needs to be eradicated from existence. I've waited for 27 years. My patience has finally run dry. Your lifeline is in my hands. The wolf has finally cornered the prey. Something tells me, that you’re awake. So I slam on the breaks and hear your body thrash. Your eyes are wide open. You’re pissed off as ever. I smile and lunge choking the air out of your lungs. I dare you to throw a punch, but you just quiver in fear. So tell me why I shouldn't just kill you right here? Blackout. What will be the last thing you remember? Blackout. Tell me! What will be the last thing you feel? Raping your daughter? Or the feeling of your son's hands that are wrapped around your throat!? Fuck! I'm far from finished with you. We're almost to our destination. Blackout.
10.
Let's not waste time. Welcome to your new hell. Don't get comfortable. I promise this won't end well. Still confused? I'm happy to oblige. As I tear the eye lids off your eyes. Shut your mouth. Stop crying. Stop moving. Stop screaming. Shut your mouth. Yeah I'm sure that's what you said to her that night. When you foolishly created your worst mistake. Pulverized to the mat. Look whose the bitch now. Irony is quite sweet isn't it? I never got the chance to say thank you for nothing. Now where was I? Oh I'm sure you'll enjoy this next. Rev the Chainsaw To the groin. To the groin Rev the Chainsaw Rev the Chainsaw to your fucken groin. Bleeding out, Gasping for air. You whisper I'm sorry. 27 years too late. Pathetic excuse for a man. Let's continue with the torture. Bear traps for your bloody hands. You scream in horror. I guess you never really thought, What would happen if I came back to find you. Worthless human I'm ashamed to call you dad. This is eternal punishment. Don't worry I promise this will be slow. Don't discriminate my existence. Because this is just the beginning. You pathetic excuse for a man. Let's continue with the torture. Bear traps for your bloody hands. You scream in horror. You begin to fade. No don't you quit just yet. I poor a bucket of blood back down your ratchet throat. Awaken. As I turn on the tv. Force you watch. While I peel the flesh off your bones. Look at what you've done. To all those helpless victims traumatized for life. You deserve everything. Unpleasant. Let's see, how much more blood you can loose.
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The Death 04:08
Dawn approaches. The night is lost. Your blood still draining. Like a river flowing downstream. So is this how it ends? Is my vengeance completed yet? Should I pull the trigger ending my life with yours? Now tell me where's the satisfaction in that? Your heart is barely pounding. Has it sunk in that your creation was your greatest failure? I believe that God put me here, here to kill you. The Father Figure. I was put here to silence you by any means. You are one of many Devil’s demons. I was put here to silence you by any means. You are one of many Devil’s demons. Dawn approaches. The night is lost. Your blood still draining. Like a river flowing downstream. So is this how it ends? Is my vengeance completed yet? Should I pull the trigger ending my life with yours? Buried Alive. Can you feel the dirt. Burned alive. Can you smell the gas. Remember the smoke that slithers in your nostrils. Remember the dirt as it piles higher and higher. Remember me. Remember that I'm not sorry. Remember your bastard son. Remember I'm your downfall. Remember I'm your death.

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released October 31, 2018

All music written by Joshua Croslin

Mixed and mastered by Joshua Croslin

Album artwork by Scotty Bates Artwork & Design

Logo by NBL Design

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